I want to make myself believe that someday you''d fall for me, its not like I'm gonna tell you to your face or anything. . .

so party night was pretty make super special awesome tonight. we are all nerds so it was like epicness on epic proportions.

the kids canoed over the marsh to supper by a pulley system (so it was like magic!) where they came to the lodge and got sorted.

Julia was like "Mary you can do it!" also she was like "What does Dumbledore say to welcome the students to another school year?"

to which i replied with "bubble pip squeak" im not sure about that quote and im like "no thats what he said. for cereal"

she thought i was pulling a Luna Lovegood, and so I wrote down what she prob said after saying that i was NOT my sister.

its been this fact thats been bugging me now that i have down time.

the reason we keep the campers going and going so that they dont think. yes. thats me. I'm thinking. and missing people.

and just thinking about stuff. thinking myself into circles. just. bah.

i dont even know.

i want my friends.

i want to be back with my roomie talking about everything and anything. I hope that shes ok.

I worry about her. a Lot. she's one of the thoughts going through my brain worrying away at the fabric of my migraine.

well im going to bed though. night all.